Letting Ana Go by Anonymous

Author:Anonymous [Unknown]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Simon Pulse
Published: 2013-06-04T00:00:00+00:00

Friday, July 20

Weight: 121

I couldn’t get that picture of the girl with the tattoo and her bones poking through her skin out of my head last night. When I woke up this morning it was still there so I went for a run, but it didn’t help. I just got out of the shower, and I can still see her.

I just pulled up that website on my tablet. I found Jill’s picture with red circles. She’s really thin. If she lost any more weight in all of those places she circled, she’d look like the girl with the tattoo. I have a weird feeling in my stomach about that. Somewhere there should be a balance, right? Not a scale, but a balance between not being overweight and not being underweight. I think that’s what Coach Perkins was trying to do with these food diaries. I weighed myself when I got out of the shower, and I’m down to 121 pounds. I’ve lost twelve pounds in two months. I’m more in shape than I’ve ever been. I don’t think I need to lose any more.

While I was running this morning, a plan started to form in my mind. I’m going to do a few things.

1. Stop limiting myself to 1,200 calories per day. Coach says I should be eating closer to 2,000, especially if I’m running every day.

2. After practice today, no more lying on my CalorTrack calories. I’m going to honestly type in what I have to eat.

3. I’m going to eat the staff meal at work today. At least I’m going to have a few bites.

4. I’m going to call Dad. I miss him.

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